Do you feel yourself trying to tighten controls and to think your way to certitude?
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We ache to know our own unknowable value.
You’re so, sooo much bigger than your sadness. There’s plenty of room in the hugeness of who you are. Sadness won’t crowd out the rest.
Don’t be too quick to embrace the fundamentalism that summarily ascribes all of your good fortune to God/God’s will.
The winner is the one who gives all of themselves away to others first.